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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Friday, August 22, 2008
i won't be updating for about 10 days because my com needs to get fixed.monitor problem.will be meeting sheena soon and dearest afterwards in the evening.we're gonna have dinner at lau pa sat.i'm so craving for their satay and honey chicken!yumm.most importantly,i get to see him when he books out,after 4 and a half long days. on a random note,did you guys know that there won't be anymore garlic chilli sauce in Macdonalds?i was bummed when me and dearest went there for fries and they gave the sweet chilli sauce packet instead(same with the ones you have to pump). and he looked at me all funny and laughed because i was disappointed that they don't serve garlic chilli anymore.well of course.garlic chilli's the ultimate thing,especially with hot,fresh fries.too bad that Macdonalds had to change it. i have this sudden interest in victoria's secret - not their lingerie,but other apparels.i know the thought of sexy lingerie comes popping into your head when i mention victoria's secret.anyway,they have an amazing range of really gorgeous dresses,long sleeves and chic blouses.but i'm actually too lazy to join livejournal just to shop at their sprees and i don't think getting vpost is a very good idea because credit cards are a no-no for me.but i can't resist looking at all those heavenly clothes from the website,let alone owning some of those items.if i'm rich i'll buy most of 'em! they're really nice.so i'm still contemplating on the livejournal idea. that's about all.till the next entry,goodbye (: Monday, August 18, 2008
have you ever felt like there's too many emotions and thoughts running inside you that you just wanna punch or slap something,anything?you're trying to prevent yourself from crying so much until it hurts your throat?that is exactly how i feel right now.i'm emotionally drained every single fucking day listening to your constant,unreasonable reprehending for things that are not even worth making a big deal out of.and i'm feeling helpless because this is never ending.not only the continuous scoldings but everything.this whole god damn thing is just standing still,not going anywhere.yes,all that people can say to me is to just ignore it and be patient.but tell me please,how can i even do that when it's emotionally abusing,when those hurtful words keep hitting my heart?what's worst is,it's such a shame that you two are adults,considering how you settle things with each other as partners. what i know is,one day when i'm married and have kids,i will do my best not to be like you both. i guess some of you may judge me when reading this entry however you want to but it's the least of my concerns,really.then again,who are you to judge when you don't know what the fuck's going on? Wednesday, August 13, 2008
major project proposal is such a pain in the ass. dearest has been sick the past few days.i actually planned to surprise him on monday with the adidas watch he wanted so badly since i know he's feeling so down in the dumps.but to my disappointment,it was sold out.fuck,my trip to vivo was for nothing!and i wasn't even using concession.he called me when i was on the way there.i'm a bad liar.haha.it's surprising how i managed to pull it off during his birthday though. accompanied him to changi general hospital for 2 days mc.i sort of forced him to go there because i couldn't bear to allow him to go back to camp in that condition.so yeah,that was how we spent our 14 months together.haha.please take good care of yourself while you're there dearest.i hope you'll recover fully by friday.i miss you like crazy right now. i have never been interested in any events of the olympics at all until i saw how michael phelps swim.phenomenal,phenomenal swimmer. to the person out there who found my wallet,thanks a million.may god bless your kind soul,amin (: that's all for now.bonne nuit! Monday, August 11, 2008
happy 14 months sweetheart. i'm not gonna stop falling in love with you. Friday, August 01, 2008
"you either die a hero,or live long enough to become the villain" - the dark knight argh.awesome awesome show! the best hero action movie and even ironman can't beat it.there's something different about this one from any other hero action movies i've watched.plus heath ledger's performance as the joker is one of the reasons why it's worth watching.i was actually quite intimidated during some scenes when he was about to give his "trademark" on innocent people.if you've seen it,you'll know.rest in peace,heath ledger.overall,guarantee two thumbs up. (: last sunday,i went to return my uniform and yes,i felt sad.because i've made a few great friends during attachment.i didn't expect to be close to any of them when i first started since they're all foreigners.found out from one of the managers that amy cried right after i left.tell me,how can i not feel touched?i'll definitely miss working with them. dearest sent me this a few days ago: "thanks a million sweetheart.one day,when you become my wife, i know i will die a happy man." haha.i started laughing because i just find it too cute.you never fail to make me smile.i can't wait to see you tomorrow (: i'll be quite busy with my major project so i won't be updating much. till the next entry. bye. |